The Past

I had all but given up on love when I met her, for the first time in a long time I was clapping my hands together and praying asking God for someone besides myself.

He warned me I would fail but I begged "please my lord". I was told she didnt want the rich man or fancy life, just make her happy every day...

When I was just a little kid, I was cool kind and polite I didn't doubt God but I prayed for dumb things like can Pokémon exist. 

As a young man I had an experience that left me in awe, I was promised power, money, and sexual appeal and I would not want the power I would not spend the money and I would not fuck the women...

I was commanded to get to know those even I didn't want to have sex with.

I did, I started to get to know my neighbors my coworkers, the poor person, the meth-head.

I listened to their stories and saw for the first time how so many didn't mean to fail they were just lost or alone or struggling in their own way...

I have a lot of time to read and write now that I work for myself, I am listening to books as I walk and am working on my series.

Here you guys can get my suggestions and even a free online copy of my book or stay up to date on the series I am writing as a whole.

Okay, when I was young, I spent a lot of time streaming and trying to be a youtube personality if you know me from then you probably will want to click this link.

I miss it sometimes, gaming streaming, you guys were great, and I should have never censored myself back then.

Okay I need your help spreading the message, if you can follow me, if you find my content engaging share it with some you may know who is important to you.

Thanks for helping and following the journey!